Thursday, July 15, 2010

So Lonely

We are super busy. Always so much to do....never enough time to do it all. I am trying so hard to be a good mom, but I am still failing miserably. I feel so alone. The burdens I carry seem heavier and heavier and the help and support seem farther and farther away. Who can I tell that my rash on my face is back and hurting and that I now have to go to the doctor for the 5th time regarding this? Who can I tell that I was on the phone with Dish Network for almost two horrid hours? Who is there to be excited with me for C finishing all his Wolf requirements for cub scouts? This might be "but a small moment," but in the middle of it all, it seems unbearably long.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

"It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about." ~Dale Carnegie

Tammy and family said...

I am a new mom and feel this way. I am so glad I am not the only one who feels like this. You are not alone. You can always email me if you want to chat.

nikko said...

(((hugs)))

Rachel said...

I totally know how you are feeling... I was there for 3 years, well really 4 if you count my pregnancy too.

It is temporary... I am sorry that you are going through this...

hugs to you

Amanda said...

Time to see Dr Bryan Ardis about that rash! I am SURE he can find out why and get you all better. Hope life eases us a bit for you.