Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Goodbye 2014

It has been a good year.  It is time to say goodbye.

This year included:
Baby C born in February
My brother's wedding in June
Family vacation to Alabama and the beach in July and August
Loss of vision in right eye and diagnosis of MS in August
K started 10th grade, C started 8th grade, A 5th grade, and J 2nd grade in August
J getting baptized in November
All together for Thanksgiving
Trip to Idaho for Christmas

Now K is at a dance, C has friends over, J is playing games with us, the babies are trying to sleep, and A is with her other family.

Hello 2015.  Excited to see you!  I am blessed for sure.

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

The big kids are gone.

Post divorce life is good. I had no idea that I would ever be this happy again. I am so blessed. But, one thing I will never enjoy is being without my kids.  It stinks.   We haven't seen A for the last week and a half. We will not see her this holiday season. And, we had to say goodbye to K, C, & J this morning. We will not see them for a week. This breaks my mommy heart. 

I truly am so blessed to have the life that I lead. The heartaches are so much fewer. I have been taken care of. There is no doubt about that.  I am a blessed woman.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

St. Louis: Christmas #1, part A

Wow!  It is Christmas-time and this means concerts, recitals, basketball games, parties, and so on and so forth!  It also means that as I was already behind, now I am WAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY behind.  -sigh-

So, once again, I will post in the middle.  We went to St. Louis last weekend to spend time with A.  This was our "Christmas" with her.  It was the first time that we flew with both babies.  It actually went really well.  I feel so blessed with how it all turned out.  This was especially amazing since I had had some worsening of MS symptoms, then K had a choir concert until late Friday night and we had to leave our home at 3:45 am to get to the airport for our early flight.  It appeared to be the recipe for disaster, but it turned out just fine.  We were blessed and taken care of for sure.

Here V is playing at 5:30 in the morning waiting to board our flight!  She thought this playground was awesome!  I thought it was great that we were the only ones there!

 V loved looking at our plane.  Well, all the planes.  She was soooooooo excited.  It was much more exciting for her to see them out the window than to actually get on one.

 V has a little play phone....and she was taking pictures of Baby C and I with it.  :)
 Sitting down on her first flight with a seat.  She went many times as a lap baby, but this was her first one in a seat.  She didn't love it.  She got antsy and hated the seat belt.
 Hello, sunrise!
 Coloring while on the flight.

And here we are....finishing our flight.  Since we have so many pictures of this trip and I will use many of them to represent what we did, I am going to divide this blog post into multiple posts.  Stay tuned for what happened next.....

Saturday, December 13, 2014


That's all I have to say about that.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

House of the Lord

So, yesterday CK and I went to the temple!!!  We have been planning on this date for a couple of months.  Our November date didn't work out...TWICE!  Grumpy baby and busy older kids that needed driving.  But, we got to go yesterday!
I took this picture with my phone as we drove in the parking lot.  I did NOT edit it.  I did NOT photoshop it.  I did absolutely nothing to it.  I think it was the fog that the camera caught, but it looks so cool.  

So, to back up, my friend and visiting teacher, Sister G came and watched V and Baby C.  She is an angel to donate a full day for me.  We left at 8:50 and figured we had a good chance of making the 10:00 session.  But, then we got on the freeway.  It was moving nicely.  Sweet!  Then it STOPPED.  Completely stopped for about 40 minutes.  It was frustrating.  Here Sister G was donating her time so we could sit in a car on the freeway.  They had shut all lanes down so we could not even more to exit.  

But, my friend, mentor, and angel, J, was texting with me and said she would say a prayer for us.  And, quickly, the freeway was reopened and we started moving.  This was humbling.  I am usually one who turns to the Lord immediately in any circumstance, good or bad.  BUT, with all my frustration, I did NOT pray for assistance.  I guess I thought He already knew we were headed to the temple and He could help us.  But, everything we pray about He already knows.  That doesn't mean we stop praying!  I was humbled for sure.

It was a wonderful session and tender mercies and inspiration abounded.  It was nice to be "home."  My MS has really been acting up, but I knew that God was pleased with the desires of my heart and I knew that I can trust in His abilities to create healing and miracles.  I did not have any impression as to whether this is His plan for me, but I was reassured that He could should He choose.  Something I already knew, but the reminder is precious.

Yes, my MS is worse than it ever has been.  I have heard that for people with MS the holidays are always bad...fatigue and stress...two horrible things for the MS.  I have a loss of balance, numbness in my leg and arm, and some memory issues.  -sigh-  Not fun.  But, I know that this life is short and I know that I will be protected by the Lord.  If I put my faith in Him, I will have all that I need.  I am so blessed.  So very blessed, indeed.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Vism of the day.

I love the faith of a young child.  V and I were playing a game where I would pretend to sleep and she would wake me up. One time she woke me up and I said, "Are you an angel?".   " No," she said, " I am a child of God.". I love her faith and her sure knowledge that she is a daughter of God.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

C's Basketball Game: 38-22, us!

C had his second game of the season tonight.  I very much enjoy going to watch him play, particularly this year.  He is doing well and the enjoyment shows.  His smile lights up the whole room.  Tonight he played so well.  He scored four points and his number is 4 and it is December 4th.  That is cool to me.  :)  I love football so much more than basketball, so I am pleasantly surprised at how much I am loving the games.  I didn't remember from last year.  Watching basketball allows you to be much closer to the action and to really see the team, including and especially your son!
He has gotten good at passing.  His team worked so much more as a team this week than last week.  Even though they won last week, they just didn't look as cohesive.
This shot was taken just before one of C's awesome plays.  The other team was shooting free throws.  I was wondering why C would come stand back by his coach, but not chat with him and just stand there.  In fact, I asked CK and he explained that they were hoping the other team would forget about C and that they could throw him a long pass and he could easily lay it up.

Well, almost immediately after CK explained it to me, that exact thing happened.  It was a wobbly pass and the other team booked it down the court, so C had to really hurry.  But, he made the lay up!  :) 
Baby C and V came to the game with us.  I love these two.
And, finally, after the game was over, I waited for C to change while CK took the two littles to the car.  I caught this shot as they left.  It took me a minute to grab my camera so they aren't so close, but it still is a tender shot for me.

I love seeing CK carrying Baby C and holding V's hand after watching our son's game together.  He is an amazing dad.  He is an amazing best friend.  He is just plain amazing at everything he does and I am one very lucky and blessed woman to have him.  We have a great marriage.  We have a great family.  We are blessed beyond measure. 
I still have a lot to catch up on, but, I blogged about today ON today!  WooHoo!

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

My kids

So, I do indeed have a million zillion posts to post.  We had a great Thanksgiving break and that means LOTS of pictures.  That means I haven't caught up yet.  I don't even have J's baptism on here!  It has been a month!!!!

But, for today's post I just am posting some pictures of my favorite people taken yesterday or today.

Here is Baby C.  He was watching the dog out the window.
 Here are C and C together.
 And, tonight was AWESOME.  C was playing with V.  It was soo cool and fun to watch.  I did make a video that I hope will help me remember this forever.  Here they are doing push-ups.
 Here is V doing carpet angels.
And here they are running and running.

And, finally, here is baby C all cuddle up to me and snoozing away.  Oh!  How I LOVE these moments!  I love cuddles.
I am truly one blessed Mama.  Life is crazy.  Crazier than I ever could have imagined.  Six kids and all these different schools and ages.  But, so worth it.  I love them ALL to pieces.  :)  I am sooooooooooooo lucky!