Saturday, May 29, 2010

Happy and Busy

I think this past week is definitely in the running for the busiest week of my life. I have so many pictures to share and I hope to "really post" soon. It has just been school stuff for the kids, church stuff for me (and for the kids), watching a newborn, and helping a best friend as she temporarily moves to California. Put it all together and I am not sleeping much, eating much, or cleaning much. But, the time is fast approaching when I will have more time to do all three.

But, I left the last post on a sad note and I have to make sure that all you worriers out there know: I am happy. I am okay. I wish life had turned out differently (with M), but I've done that song and dance before (with XDH) and come out okay on the other end. I have new worries and new hopes and dreams (with CK). I only have one May 29, 2010 and I am going to live it to the fullest. I already did my favorite thing: went to the temple. There is no better place on the planet for me. Every time I feel I am coming home and every time I feel rejuvenated and ready to face the world. Tomorrow will be the only May 30, 2010 that I will ever experience so I want to also live it to the fullest and look back on that date and have no regrets. I want to be who I am, love like I love, live like I live, and cherish each and every second while doing it!

3 comments:

William said...

your awesome! It was fun seeing you at the Temple, I have missed it. Monthly is not often enough for me. I wish I could go more. By the way sharing time was GREAT! We are so blessed to have you!

Kathy said...

Sorry that last comment was from me, Kathy, I did not know I was signed in as my husband. LOL

dieMutti said...

I love your perspective! I try to function that way too - although sometimes I feel a lot of pressure when I tell myself "this is the only May 30, 2010 I'll have" cause then I feel guilty for even taking a nap :0) I just want the best for you and in my opinion, you are such an example of how to live righteously even when things aren't going the way we planned. Love ya sis!