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5 weeks ago
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Lonely
I don't know how a girl with awesome and incredible children and so many wonderful friends, here in my state, out of state, online, and so forth can feel lonely...but I sure do. I don't know if there is a cure. Just lonely. I feel like inside the loneliness and aloneness is almost more than I can handle. There is a void that cannot be filled by anything or anyone. So, I walk around...looking just like me, talking like me, being like me, but inside being empty and alone.
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Your post made me think of the song "You're not alone, even though right now your on your own, you are loved in ways that can't be shown...."
Ruth I don't like saying this but I feel like that oft times myself and I think it is not a state of who you are with or who loves you it is how you feel about yourself and I know you do not always feel that way and I do not either but it hurts when we do and I am so sorry you are in pain......
Strange how that sometimes happens. It is also hard to understand.
I am sure most have gone through it at some time. Which doesn't make it any easier.
I do hope you get feeling better soon.
I understand how you are feeling. It is very hard to not have that constant knowledge that your companion is at work every day just loving you and thinking of you and you are loving and thinking of hi.
Ben told me something once that stuck with me. He said, "I loved you before I met you and I thought of you often and wondered what you were doing and what you were like, because I knew you were out there, but I just hadn't met you yet."
Heavenly Father has someone in store for you, he is out there, and he loves you already!! Be comforted and know that Heavenly Father will reveal him to you when the time is right. :)
In the meantime, I LOVE YOU and I AM THINKING OF YOU!!
I understand! And I'm sure you're going through withdrawl from not talking to him.
I remember before I met Rob that I was so frustrated, wondering where my future husband was, who he was, and I felt I was missing out on his life. It's very strange, but just know that I kind of understand.
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